Who knew going back to school was going to take over my life? It is weird for me to think about it and that 10 weeks ago I was trying to decide what I want to be when I grow up! These last nine weeks have been so crazy and full of so much I don't know where to begin or how to start. I feel that I have just been put through a twister and I am left wind blown wondering where the hell the last couple months went. Every week I am learning so much and I don't even realize how much they are packing into my brain. It all seems like second nature that I have known my whole life so why doesn't everybody else know what it means. Why don't you know how to mise en place or fabricate meat? Duh! So simple! Even more crazy is how life seemed to happen when I wasn't even paying attention. You always hear people say that they truly became happy when they stopped trying to be. It is true. It happens. I have been so busy and so stressed out to worry about the stupid things in life and I have no time to care about the petty things. I am truly happy. I love school. Even the days I don't love class, school as a whole is a huge plus. I have some things I don't like and the paperwork can suck my toe but really truly, I don't ever want to do anything else with my life. Of course, I wouldn't be Kayla without some of the little mellow drama but I am trying my hardest to maintain the calm, cool, collected mode and not fall back into my crazy ways. I am growing up.
I miss my friends. I have no time. I don't sleep. I only eat in class. I work too much. I don't have enough money. I don't have enough fun. But I am having the time of my life. Everyday when I drive to school I get excited on what new adventure I am about to embark on.
I miss you all, I love you all, and I am sorry for being a crappy friend right now. Please understand what I am trying to do, and just be happy for me. Thank you!
Love, K
